I pray for world peace…

I pray for world peace..yes I do And I know that can seem silly and naive. But what actually happens when I pray is: I get confronted with the hopelessness and cynicism inside of me. With the parts of me that hate or judge before being curious or seeking to understand a fellow human. And […]

A tender prayer

Last night I slept with the candle on.In memory of what happened a year ago in Israel. And really: In memory and prayer for all souls (and parts of ourselves) that are lost in the darkness of forgetting and despair. May there be awakening and remembrance.Even in the darkest of places 💔❤️‍🩹 May those who […]

Reflections on sex from stroking a cat

Recently I was stroking the cat when I felt a pushy energy come through me.A vibe that wanted to make the cat purr. I noticed some more aggressive way of touching and as I noticed this I paused. I went for appreciation of this supple creature instead. Felt the fur, the texture of the body […]

Insights/Ponderings/Learnings from some heart breaks

Insights/Ponderings/Learnings from some heart breaks: It seems that just because another is beautiful, because there is chemistry or because the connection feels intense and new and “like nothing before” does not automatically mean that it is meant to be. There are other factors that also come into play – for example:✨️ Compatibility of current space […]

Inner Child and Baby

What I’ve come to connect with over the years of doing the inner work is also the inner baby. It goes (obviously) further back in time than working with my inner child aspects from kindergarten and early school. Those are very tender memories emerging from the depths of my body. There was not necessarily a […]

An excerpt from a diary entry

An excerpt from some re-emerged diary entries: As I peel back the layers from my heartdissolving into tears.DissolvedI ask into the peace and quiet:“Is this the only goal? My emptiness & peace of mind?”Isn’t this goal by itself a selfish one?What about the hungry ones?The other hurting ones? My own peace comes and goes.I am […]

Love’s the answer…?

Love is surely the answer…but sometimes…how to do that/be that/see it?? Beauty may be a compass…Seeing it, looking for it, creating it…😌💜